Unrequited love is fuel

I thought some men liked women of depth but I am finding that to be a myth! My friend D says that it is because men are stupid and women are shallow. Men do not want a woman who will challenge them because most of them have puffed up egos and low self esteem. Interesting theory that this male friend of mine maintains! Haha.

As a single woman who wears many hats, I feel like I saved huge parts of myself for someone who is just nonexistent. This elusive "one" is looking like a storybook sham to distract me from greatness. I have been out with many men, had all experiences and most of them are just losers who are good at empty promises and basic conversation. You'd be surprised how many men in powerful positions are just fucking losers when it comes down to brass tacks. That's my label and I am sticking to it. Laaahuuuzzzzaaaahurrrssss. 

No one wants to feel passion and fire and actually get to know the depth of another anymore! They want to treat you like a sex object, play some mind games and they think that's as fun as life with a woman gets! Do men fuck women they respect and have built a friendship/bond with? Someone they desired over time and grew to appreciate? Nawwww . Haha. That shit is rare and I can tell you as a semi-decent looking broad walking the planet who has gone on countless dates that ended in me telling them to fuck off- men do not want to understand you. They are programmed and they want to fuck you and make themselves look better by having you around and your attention. If they can benefit from you, they will. I hate most of them but as friends they are grand specimens and I can't complain.

Fuck y'all this is my blog and I am going to bitch about men right now if I want because although women are also complete shit by the majority- I am not gay so I am bitching about wang! Not all men are scumbags, but we are talking about the average American male here. The one who thinks by you wanting to get closer to them its somehow a death sentence when you are way cooler than any basic bitch they are playing checkers with. 

If there is another for me out here, your ass is late and I am annoyed but damn am I having fun without you and wish you were here. If I die alone- hell yeahhh lol. 

xoxo M